One of my greatest abilities has always been one of my greatest downfalls. I'm super creative, but almost in an uncontrollable way. I'll take an idea, develop it and over think it to the point that I'm sick of it and I've not even attempted it. This is why I was never able to finish any music, yet alone release anything. On my music computer I have dozens of excellent 1 or 2 minute pieces, all unfinished because I tried taking them too far and got sick of them, dreading going back.
Right now I have 4 poker businesses that are in development. Two are ready to launch and two are set for the future. The problem is I want to start them all at once! That's another problem of mine, I hate waiting and want to do everything straight away. Will a few weeks, days, even hours make a difference to the launch? Maybe not, but that doesn't bother me.
So now I'm in the situation of which of these two business to launch. One can wait and the other can't. One will steadily make me money, the other wont (for a while). One will be LOTS of hard work, the other won't be so bad. One will be really time consuming to the point it will affect my job. But both would be really fun.
One things for sure, I REALLY want to create my own brand. I think that goes back to never releasing any music, I really want to have something, in my hand, that I've devised and launched.
Breath. I'm also starting to get a little worried about all this pressure I'm putting on myself. While I was in the chemist the other day I decided to have a diabetes test after seing a poster aimed at my age group about it. Blood sugar was fine, but my blood pressure was really high, high enough for them to refer me to the doctor. Going to see them next Monday, but I'm sure they'll just tell me to improve my lifestyle etc...
Brain feels a litte clearer now although I'm about finished typing. Why Foxy? Well this Sat gone I was invited to play at the Fox club and really enjoyed it. Free drinks always help, but the players and staff were all really friendly. The tournament was a £30 deepstack with tons of runners (loads of alternates) but I managed to wade through the field and came 7th, just outside any big money.
It was actually some of the best poker I've ever played. My aggression level was the highest it has ever been and instead of surviving, my old tactics, I pushed harder and harder to try and win. I won so many uncontested pots, it was great fun. Look forward to playing again.
Oh, and I didn't play the DTD Grand Prix in the end. They hit the max runners, turning what I thought would be an easy tournament with a decent overlay into just a 900 runner £50 freezeout, which I just don't have the time for.
Seeing Anna for the first time in a couple of weeks this weekend which I'm really looking forward too. I need to relax and spend some time away from the computer.
Thanks again for reading and I promise for a more interesting post next time!
Tidak ada komentar:
Posting Komentar